The Other Terror

Sway my rotten brain

I think I've killed now

Pray the thoughts away

I'll be a good clenched

Fist to the face 

Of the ones out of luck and

Cheers for the way

That I'm never gonna

Fuck things up

Something's up

I think I've killed now

Send them away

I cannot behave 

A certain way

Ashes fill my mouth

And you might be the only one I meet

Waiting at the bottom

They're scared to peel the layers underneath

Hated and forgotten

Yeah

All of a sudden

No

It felt like nothing

Mattered anymore

I think I've killed now

Wait, is it me? 

I look so different

Face incomplete

I think I've killed now

Stray from the brink

Of insanity

I'm all in

My teeth are hidden

Blades in my mouth

Stained with red from the blood and

Ache with the pain

That it's never dark enough

Enough? 

I've bled enough

I think I've killed now

Send them away

I cannot behave 

A certain way

Ashes fill my mouth

I'm lifeless

Ashes fill my mouth

Take the last of me

Drag me to my knees

Is this regret that I'm tasting? 

Bitterness on my tongue

Bitterness for what I have done

Do you know if there could be anyone else like this?

Ripping out your conscience with no will to fight it

Will you send them away?

I cannot behave

They're scared to peel the layers underneath

Hated and forgotten

Yeah

All of a sudden

No

It felt like nothing

Mattered anymore

I think I've killed now

All of a sudden

It felt like nothing

Mattered anymore

I think I've killed now

Send them away

I cannot behave

Sand Tiger

I'm giving up

I break free today 

I've reached the end of my destiny

For what? Doesn't matter what I said 

When no one listened anyway 

I guess I'm just a ghost now

So I'll dissipate in oblivion

Walked the ground like I was immortal

Not my final moment

Wasted time like it was eternal

Not my resting place

Change my mind, make me stay 

And I'll consider

One more chance in this place

And though I'm terrified in ways that I'll deny 

I'm captured by the way I feel your gravity 

Make me stay 

Surrounded by the damned 

They're the ones who won't be mentioned by 

Name carved - set in stone

Hear the cries of souls on fire

Change my mind, make me stay 

And I'll consider

One more chance in this place

And though I'm terrified in ways that I'll deny 

I'm captured by the way I feel your gravity 

A servant to the impulse of divines

I'm drifting in a boundless cruel eternity 

Just make me stay 

Make me stay

Not my final moment

Not my resting place

Not my final moment

These chronic echoes are deafening

I'm guess I'm just a ghost now

So I'll dissipate in oblivion

I'm guess I'm just a ghost now

So I'll dissipate

I'm giving up

I break free today 

I've reached the end of my destiny

For what? Doesn't matter what I said 

When no one listened anyway 

I'm giving up

I'm giving up

Callous

And I promised you

In the end I'd feel alive

My body starts to shiver

I knew you deserved

To get lost and feel alone

Inside of this oblivion

I've been blurring the lines

Making sure I don't see

Where I find myself

I stay so confused

I am held in still

By that moment lost 

Death forgot

To drag me back down

With my mind, my heart and my soul

You left me so cold 

(And I promised you) 

Again I stand without you

(In the end I'd feel alive)

(My body starts to shiver)

Cursed to wander on alone

(I knew you deserved) 

I stand without you

(To get lost and feel alone) 

(Inside of this oblivion) 

I've been breathing in ash

As I'm enveloped by flames

Where would you have me step

When there is nothing left? 

We've been blurring the lines

Passing time in the grey 

So we ask death to wait

To drag me back down with my mind, 

my heart and my soul

It left me to rot 

Cold again

I stand without you

Inside of this oblivion

Cursed to wander on alone

To get lost and feel alone

Inside of this oblivion

I stand without you

Inside of this oblivion

My body starts to shiver

I knew you deserved

Inside of this oblivion

Night Mother

Fake you, fake me
Those words I thought that I need
Fake you, fake me
Those words that broke my belief

How long have you been waiting for the fallacy?
Make it known to me - this falsity

Blindly I followed suit
Convinced my choices would lead to truth

​

I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay 
I'd be convinced it was safe

​

Something in my ear
It whispers “do not trust him”
Suspicion grows a garden of deceit
Doubt runs a viral course of gruesome things inside me
It's I, it's you that rules the lies
Like spiders, like spiders

​

Blindly I followed suit
Convinced my choices would lead to truth

​

I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay 
I'd be convinced it was safe

Is it frailty if I languish in warmth from you? 
Are your embers where I grieve your coiled ruse?
I belong to you

​

Fake you and me
Those words I thought that I need
Fake you and me
Those words that broke my belief

​

Watch me burn
Victimized by stagnant ties 
Does anybody notice me? 
Conscious steps I descend
The heat feels so comforting
Tempered questioning but dying to know
If you could feel the same

​

I belong to you
I belong to you
(Burn in a fire)

​

I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay
If you told me to stay
I would burn in a fire
I'd be convinced it was safe
 

Dark Legacy

You cannot keep me from taking every one of their souls 

You cannot keep me from taking every one of their souls

The choice that I make

Will it have a ripple effect? 

And in this moment

I forget the pain of regret

Yet I cannot be so complacent

In conscience that I won't deny

I am afraid of the fire

I am afraid of the dark

But I am consumed in the toxin 

Flooding my veins with desire for you

My reason compelled with desire, only you

You cannot keep me from taking every one of their souls

You cannot keep me from taking every one of their souls

My jealousy and loneliness

Paired with neglect to seal my fate 

Draw me in your gravity

My potent sin I'm left to repent 

Welcome to the bottom

I thought you knew who you'd reckoned with

The crimson blush of the vice leads us straight into hell

As we're compelled to gaze in our own demise 

Revealing an altered kind

And I'd do it again

For you

Yes I am afraid of the fire

And I am afraid of the dark

But I am consumed in your toxin 

Flooding my veins with desire for you

(I'm so naive)

My reason compelled with desire

(I'm so naive)

only you

But I'm so naive

(For you) 

If you told me to stay 

I'd feel safe

In this calamity 

I'd burn in a fire for you

Undone

Make me undone 

Make me undone

Let you see the wound for what it is

Make me undone 

Make me undone

It reveals everything

Punishments waiting for you way too long

Staring at my hands thinking I've been

So damn wrong

I've been drawing conclusions in my head again

And I can't erase them 

But what if we went back

And begged the sands of time to just rewind

What if we went back to the mistakes that we made

Would one of us change? 

Make me undone 

Make me undone

Let you see the wound for what it is

Make me undone 

Make me undone

It reveals everything

I'm a tragedy 

And you're my casualty 

I drew you in too close

You were catastrophe

I know that you're scared now

And you can't replace it

You fear resolution of the end you're facing

I know because I've felt the same

And I wish that everything rescinds

And so can I ask

Would one of us change? 

Make me undone 

Make me undone

Let you see the wound for what it is

Make me undone 

Make me undone

It reveals everything

I'm a tragedy 

And you're my casualty 

I drew you in too close

You were catastrophe

Drawing conclusions in my head again

And I can't erase them

Those words that broke my belief

She's crystalized by his diamond eye

We're carbonized in a burning shrine

Ashes and petals falling in cadence

Born from tears of a living fire

Are we the villains, are we the victims 

Of our stagnant ties

I'm a tragedy 

And you're my casualty 

I drew you in too close

Make me undone 

Make me undone

Let you see the wound for what it is

Make me undone 

Make me undone

It reveals everything

Undone

All-Consuming

It's so nice that you can see right through me

I mind it every time - wish I could pretend

My green eyes don't suit the red I'm seeing

Envious and disgust - it's all-consuming

I can't forget this feral feeling deep inside

Resides, so likable

Why won't I let my anxious thoughts ever subside? 

Deny, I tried to go away

It's a vice, I know, don't be a critic

I hear it everyday - circles in my head

Prophesy my day - the one I'm dying 

Hideous, serious - it's all-consuming

I can't forget this feral feeling deep inside

Resides, so likable

Why won't I let my anxious thoughts ever subside? 

Deny, I tried to go away

I can make it happen

I can make it true

I have my intentions even without you

Throw it away

If I'm making the choice on my own

Step aside

I never needed you

I can't forget this feral feeling deep inside

Resides, so likable

Feeling deep inside

Thoughts I tried to hide

Leering at the side

I tried to go away

Alien Skin

I heard you whisper

Into my strange illusion

I'm not real this time

You won't find me here

I wander the darkness all alone

Finding faces and places I shouldn't know

I cannot be the monster with you

Monster among you 

Can you see the perpetual night?

Do you know that it's never alright?

It steals the life of you

I heard you whisper

As shadowed hands, mechanic plans

They pull me down into you

I'll tune them out

Please turn around

I just need to see

If you are real

It's ripping me apart

I'm paranoid

I'm paranoid, right?

In paranoid 

In paranoid night

I heard you whisper

I'm not real this time

I wander the darkness all alone 

Finding faces and places I shouldn't know

I cannot be the monster with you

Monster among you 

Can you see the perpetual night?

Do you know that it's never alright?

Can you see the perpetual night?

Do you know that it's never alright?

It steals the life of you

See the night

Steal your life 

See the night

Steal your life

Dreamweaver

Strange illusion

All consuming

Wake up from my subconscious sleep

I have a feeling that there's something that's after me

(Hide)

I am swallowed by the pit 

Of things unknown to me

Crushed in it's deadly grip

Strange illusion

Single digit days she's been numbering

Dream sweet in the night time

My devils come for me

They want to see me bleed

I feel a breeze when I'm inside

Terrified what I'll find with eyes open

I'm sifting through paranoia 

I can't sleep

It slithers in to destroy me

When I feel weak

I sense the questioning starting to shapeshift

Against my memory, can I still trust it?

Tethered to perception 

All my fears are tethered to perception 

Can you feel them now? 

Can you feel them now? 

Can you feel them now?  

Am I insane?

I feel obsession rushing through me

Is this my end I'm discovering? 

Single digit days she's been numbering

Do you dream sweet in the night time? 

My devils come for me

They want to see me bleed 

Strange illusion

All-consuming

Strange illusion

All-consuming

Shadows feed my phobia

Silhouettes animate toward me

I'm sifting through paranoia

I can't sleep

I'm sifting through paranoia 

I can't sleep

It slithers in to destroy me

When I feel weak

Shadows feed my phobia

Silhouettes animate

I can't sleep

Iridescent Wings

We're caught in a whirlwind

I fall off the deep end

You know it hurts me to hold on

You've sunk your teeth in

And I'm only pleading

It's how the story ends that 

We've been writing way too long

Your iridescent wings

They cut like crystal sins in the light

But I can't escape

I won't erase you

I'm intertwined

And though you drag my name

My body enters an altered state

Dissolved, defenseless in your gaze

A weakened aura anyway

We're caught in a whirlwind

I fall off the deep end

You know it hurts me to hold on

You've sunk your teeth in

And I'm only pleading

Let me go

But you tear away

At my fragile place

Tear away

My remaining strength

It's how the story ends that 

we've been writing way too long

You make me your prisoner

A captive heart strung out on a line

Yet I cannot hate you

I long to embrace you

I'm hypnotized

We're caught in a whirlwind

I fall off the deep end

You know it hurts me to hold on

You've sunk your teeth in

And I'm only pleading

Let me go

But you tear away

At my fragile place

Tear away

My remaining strength

And did you imagine you'd be

The one who brought that pain to me

And you took all I had to lose

All that would keep me safe

We're caught in a whirlwind

I fall off the deep end

You know it hurts me to hold on

You've sunk your teeth in

And I'm only pleading

Let me go

That we've been writing way too long

But you tear away

At my fragile place

You tear away

My remaining strength

And did you imagine you'd be

The one who brought that pain to me

And you took all I had to lose

All that would keep me safe

All that would keep me safe

All that would keep me safe

Opulence

I'm compulsive in a cyclic state

So uncertain - I don't trust this brain

Built these walls up 

And assumed it's safe 

I should be far away

It's repulsive, how I'm victim to

My destruction - when I chose this doom

Wore a blindfold to confuse my fate 

I should be far away

Surrender more to hands that desire control

Defenseless so restraint is the one thing you'd know

I stand in line for the looming disaster 

Every decision just speeds it up faster

With bones of ice

I hold my breath

I should be far away

Surrender more to hands that desire control

Defenseless so restraint is the one thing you'd know

My soul forgive me

I have lost my will

The ground beneath me 

Drinks away my tears

My soul forgive me

My soul forgive me

I have lost my will

I have lost my will

I have lost my will

Surrender more to hands that desire control

Defenseless so 

I should be far away

I should be far away

I should be far away

I should be far away