Callous
And I promised you
In the end I'd feel alive
My body starts to shiver
I knew you deserved
To get lost and feel alone
Inside of this oblivion
I've been blurring the lines
Making sure I don't see
Where I find myself
I stay so confused
I am held in still
By that moment lost
Death forgot
To drag me back down
With my mind, my heart and my soul
You left me so cold
(And I promised you)
Again I stand without you
(In the end I'd feel alive)
(My body starts to shiver)
Cursed to wander on alone
(I knew you deserved)
I stand without you
(To get lost and feel alone)
(Inside of this oblivion)
I've been breathing in ash
As I'm enveloped by flames
Where would you have me step
When there is nothing left?
We've been blurring the lines
Passing time in the grey
So we ask death to wait
To drag me back down with my mind,
my heart and my soul
It left me to rot
Cold again
I stand without you
Inside of this oblivion
Cursed to wander on alone
To get lost and feel alone
Inside of this oblivion
I stand without you
Inside of this oblivion
My body starts to shiver
I knew you deserved
Inside of this oblivion
Night Mother
Fake you, fake me
Those words I thought that I need
Fake you, fake me
Those words that broke my belief
How long have you been waiting for the fallacy?
Make it known to me - this falsity
Blindly I followed suit
Convinced my choices would lead to truth
​
I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay
I'd be convinced it was safe
​
Something in my ear
It whispers “do not trust him”
Suspicion grows a garden of deceit
Doubt runs a viral course of gruesome things inside me
It's I, it's you that rules the lies
Like spiders, like spiders
​
Blindly I followed suit
Convinced my choices would lead to truth
​
I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay
I'd be convinced it was safe
Is it frailty if I languish in warmth from you?
Are your embers where I grieve your coiled ruse?
I belong to you
​
Fake you and me
Those words I thought that I need
Fake you and me
Those words that broke my belief
​
Watch me burn
Victimized by stagnant ties
Does anybody notice me?
Conscious steps I descend
The heat feels so comforting
Tempered questioning but dying to know
If you could feel the same
​
I belong to you
I belong to you
(Burn in a fire)
​
I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay
If you told me to stay
I would burn in a fire
I'd be convinced it was safe
Alien Skin
I heard you whisper
Into my strange illusion
I'm not real this time
You won't find me here
I wander the darkness all alone
Finding faces and places I shouldn't know
I cannot be the monster with you
Monster among you
Can you see the perpetual night?
Do you know that it's never alright?
It steals the life of you
I heard you whisper
As shadowed hands, mechanic plans
They pull me down into you
I'll tune them out
Please turn around
I just need to see
If you are real
It's ripping me apart
I'm paranoid
I'm paranoid, right?
In paranoid
In paranoid night
I heard you whisper
I'm not real this time
I wander the darkness all alone
Finding faces and places I shouldn't know
I cannot be the monster with you
Monster among you
Can you see the perpetual night?
Do you know that it's never alright?
Can you see the perpetual night?
Do you know that it's never alright?
It steals the life of you
See the night
Steal your life
See the night
Steal your life