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Callous

And I promised you

In the end I'd feel alive

My body starts to shiver

I knew you deserved

To get lost and feel alone

Inside of this oblivion

 

I've been blurring the lines

Making sure I don't see

Where I find myself

I stay so confused

 

I am held in still

By that moment lost 

Death forgot

To drag me back down

With my mind, my heart and my soul

 

You left me so cold 

(And I promised you) 

Again I stand without you

(In the end I'd feel alive)

(My body starts to shiver)

Cursed to wander on alone

(I knew you deserved) 

I stand without you

(To get lost and feel alone) 

(Inside of this oblivion) 

 

I've been breathing in ash

As I'm enveloped by flames

Where would you have me step

When there is nothing left? 

 

We've been blurring the lines

Passing time in the grey 

So we ask death to wait

 

To drag me back down with my mind, 

my heart and my soul

It left me to rot 

 

Cold again

I stand without you

Inside of this oblivion

Cursed to wander on alone

To get lost and feel alone

Inside of this oblivion

 

I stand without you

Inside of this oblivion

 

My body starts to shiver

I knew you deserved

Inside of this oblivion

Night Mother

Fake you, fake me
Those words I thought that I need
Fake you, fake me
Those words that broke my belief

How long have you been waiting for the fallacy?
Make it known to me - this falsity


Blindly I followed suit
Convinced my choices would lead to truth

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I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay 
I'd be convinced it was safe

​

Something in my ear
It whispers “do not trust him”
Suspicion grows a garden of deceit
Doubt runs a viral course of gruesome things inside me
It's I, it's you that rules the lies
Like spiders, like spiders

​

Blindly I followed suit
Convinced my choices would lead to truth

​

I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay 
I'd be convinced it was safe


Is it frailty if I languish in warmth from you? 
Are your embers where I grieve your coiled ruse?
I belong to you

​

Fake you and me
Those words I thought that I need
Fake you and me
Those words that broke my belief

​

Watch me burn
Victimized by stagnant ties 
Does anybody notice me? 
Conscious steps I descend
The heat feels so comforting
Tempered questioning but dying to know
If you could feel the same

​

I belong to you
I belong to you
(Burn in a fire)

​

I'm so naive
I would burn in a fire
If you told me to stay
If you told me to stay
I would burn in a fire
I'd be convinced it was safe

 

Alien Skin

I heard you whisper


 

Into my strange illusion

I'm not real this time

You won't find me here

 

I wander the darkness all alone

Finding faces and places I shouldn't know

I cannot be the monster with you

Monster among you 

 

Can you see the perpetual night?

Do you know that it's never alright?

It steals the life of you

 

I heard you whisper

 

As shadowed hands, mechanic plans

They pull me down into you

I'll tune them out

Please turn around

I just need to see

If you are real

It's ripping me apart

 

I'm paranoid

I'm paranoid, right?

In paranoid 

In paranoid night

 

I heard you whisper

I'm not real this time

 

I wander the darkness all alone 

Finding faces and places I shouldn't know

I cannot be the monster with you

Monster among you 

 

Can you see the perpetual night?

Do you know that it's never alright?

Can you see the perpetual night?

Do you know that it's never alright?

It steals the life of you

 

See the night

Steal your life 

See the night

Steal your life

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