My indecision

My indecision

My indecision

 

Jaded and I'm not up for debating

Initiate the collision

My vision will fall apart

I'm not aggravated

 

Thirty nights where I can hide from you

Dirty lies unfettered by the truth

Is that unnatural

If I avoid it all?

 

Secrets are things that we bury

in depths so shallow

Uncovered when 

 

Gone

(We’re gone)

This shred of patience

Gone

 

And I cannot believe you

 

Jaded and I'm not up for debating

Initiate the collision

My vision will fall apart

I'm not aggravated

 

Sweet, it's blossoming

So casual

It's gradual

You won't see

 

My indecision

My indecision

My indecision

 

I cannot believe you

I cannot believe you

 

Gone

This shred of patience

Gone

 

And I cannot believe you

I cannot believe you

 

Sweet, it's blossoming

Changes so casual

It's gradual

You won't see

 

Thirty nights where I can hide from you

Dirty lies unfettered by the truth

Is that unnatural

If I avoid it all?

 

Sweet, it's blossoming

So casual

It's gradual

You won't see

If you saw me save the world,

Would you believe that I was jaded?

Overwhelmed

By the parasites

They stir unsatiated

 

I feel them tearing through The pieces dislocating

There's nothing left to chew I'm disassociating

 

You steal my breath

You drain my life

You take my voice

Until I'm nothing more

than what makes me wrong

If I've done so much good

then what makes this feel so wrong

 

I, I'm getting lost 

In the crowd

As I'm gasping 

Plagued by my own wraith

In a shroud

Suffocating

These hands keep pulling down

 

When I stumble in a blur 

And my words don't have a purpose

Just a shell

I feel paralyzed

By the cancer I've created

I feel it coursing through

Every cell that starts mutating

There's nothing left to do

When the colors feel like fading

 

You steal my breath

You drain my life

You take my voice 

Until I'm nothing more

 

I, I'm getting lost

In the crowd

As I'm gasping 

Plagued by my own wraith

In a shroud

Suffocating

These hands keep pulling down

 

If you saw me save the world

Would you believe?

Sinking further as you dare to wander

Do you fear the hatred down below?

Thoughtless hunger echoes in a whisper

Can you hear the voices down below?

 

Here to feed, the horde is just here to feed

Here to feed, the horde is just here to feed

 

Release me in the fray

Your fever driven craze

Release me, devastate

Let Hircine guide your way into the bloodlust

 

It writhes beneath your skin

Until you beg it to begin

It breaks apart your bones

Calling you further down below

 

You'd kill for her

You'd kill for her slowly

You'd kill for her

You'd kill for her slowly

 

So then

Release me in the fray

Your fever driven craze

Release me, devastate

Release me, devastate

(Way into the bloodlust)

(Guide your way into the bloodlust)

 

Release me in the fray

Your fever driven craze

Release me, devastate

Release me, devastate

Release me in the fray

Your fever driven craze

 

Release me, devastate

Let Hircine guide your way into the bloodlust

Procured by alchemy

I seek the knowledge I need

 

Frenzied in scattered streams

Just watch them flood in a savage spree

Twisted by chaos dreams

You feel them swarming in vicious greed

 

Curious, if you can fathom

The limitations of your control

Flourishing, in cycled patterns

I'll keep you happy just breathing

 

Drink me,

You know I can guide you through oblivion

Trust me,

I know what's inside you makes you bleed

 

Crawling deeper

Crawling deeper

Crawling deeper

Burrowed inside of me

Buried inside of me

(Buried inside of me)

 

Take the poisoned cup

You cannot hide behind gold shrines

You can be the one in crisis - give into your greed

 

Drink me,

You know I can guide you through oblivion

Trust me,

I know what's inside you makes you bleed

 

Like a river

Like a river

Just watch them flood in a savage spree

Like a river

Like a river it's drowning me

 

Drink me,

You know I can guide you through oblivion

Trust me,

I know what's inside you makes you bleed

See these strings 

Tied to ways they stray 

We could show you

Alternate graves

 

Stay the path

That we carve out of time

Begging for meaning

In desolate skies

 

You can sleep and I 

Will step into your madness

Your exponential

Our progress for the ages 

Was made from the ruin

Of yesterday

 

Fog like a sadness

Enshrouding faint memories

We'll stay with you

We'll stay with you

In blind eternity

We will walk

Above monuments of time

The stone crumbles under your steps

As softly as I leave your mind

 

You can sleep and I

Will step into your madness

Your exponential

Our progress for the ages 

Was made from the ruin

Of yesterday

 

Altered sight

Potential of a broken line 

Altered sight

Potential of a broken line

 

You can sleep and I

Will step into your madness

Your exponential 

Our progress for the ages

Was made from the ruin

Of yesterday

 

We will walk

(See these strings) 

Above monuments of time

(Tied to ways they stray)

The stone crumbles under your steps 

As softly as I leave your mind

(We could show you) 

(Alternate graves)

I'm so tired

 

Tap in beneath in the sunken mire 

A place, a refuge for all our kind

And there you'll find 

Your thoughts unwinding

 

Take in the scent of eternal green 

She permeates in everything 

So intoxicating yet she's human in a strange way

 

You offer it all

You offer it all to me 

Sacrifice in vein

Just to satiate

An alter ego that won't even surface

You offer it all 

Offer it all

 

In the depths of your mind 

Let the echoes refine

They can radiate murmurs too

Through the rift you unbind

All the ghostly divines 

Circulating to follow you 

Follow you, until she's nigh

 

I'm so tired

 

You offer it all

You offer it all to me 

Sacrifice in vein

Just to satiate

An alter ego that won't even surface

You offer it all 

Offer it all

 

What makes your life organic?

Are you tuned to a second nature? 

Effervescent, effortless

Just tell me do you breathe?

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Justify your existence 

Testify your commitment

 

You offer it all

You offer it all to me 

Sacrifice in vein

Just to satiate

An alter ego that won't even surface

You offer it all 

Offer it all

 

You offer it all to me 

Offer it all

You offer it all 

Seek me out when you question existence - blind of tomorrow

Seek me out, I won't let it destroy you

 

Can you feel the dark as it closes over you?

Did it make you believe it's true to you

That you alone would make it through the other side to

 

See worlds colliding

Behind protective glass

I will shield you

From the hate

Bent on consuming

Vile polluting shade enraged

But he will not reach you

As long as I'm here to stay

 

Hope stained with sorrow

Can you feel the dark?

Can you feel the dark?

Bent on consuming rage

 

Dread made me hollow

Hope stained with sorrow

Rage

Dread made me hollow

 

He is bent on consuming

Vile polluting shade enraged

But he will not reach you

As long as I'm here to stay

 

Seek me out

Bent on consuming

Vile polluting shade enraged

 

Seek me out

And I will shield you

From the hate

Sickened by the absence of my will

Give me retribution

They whisper schemes to vessels in their sleep

And they grow so restless

 

Count on my word

(Cleanse the soulless)

Hear my vow of blight lustration

(In kind transience)

Kill the revenant

(Transience)

Transience

 

As I fell in love with the sunlight

It made me feel alive

Desire glows so familiar

As dawn skies

 

Slip into the draw of my energy

(Bathe in faultless light)

Sever clean the cry of my enemies

(Bask in silent pride)

Summoned by the call of my energy

(In silent pride)

 

As I fell in love with the sunlight

It made me alive

Desire glows so familiar

As dawn skies

 

As I fell in love with the sunlight

It made me alive

Desire glows so familiar

As dawn skies

 

(Silent pride)

Summoned by the call of my energy

Dance to the earth

And hear her breathe

Palms to the sky

Like floating leaves

Heavy presence

Silence all around

Immortal hunger

Dwelling in the ground

 

Lead me home

I didn't know how far I'd wandered

I'll follow you

Into the eventide

Feel the glow

I plead for idyllic water

The voice of the root mother

Connected as I roam

 

Make me in stone

I'll be your altar

My loyalty's shown

I'll never falter

I'll follow you

I need you to be in my life

A version of your design 

(Design!)

And I can be yours for all my time 

(For all my time!)

 

Lead me home

I didn't know how far I'd wandered

I'll follow you

Into the eventide

Feel the glow

I plead for idyllic water

The voice of the root mother

Connected as I roam

 

(Lead me home)

You are the one

That brings me back

I'll follow you into the eventide

Lead me home

(Dance to the earth!)

Feel the glow

(Into the eventide!)

Keep my soul in your possession

I'm afraid to lose my faith

If I hold on till the morning

Would you claim it for me?

 

If you kill my flesh tomorrow

Then I'll take my final breath

It'll turn into a last laugh

And I'll lay in a silent death

 

You could drag my skin until it bleeds

You could crush my bones to hear my screams

To die

 

If you kill my flesh tomorrow

Then I'll take my final breath

It'll turn into a last laugh

And I'll lay in a silent

Death

 

Keep my soul in your possession

I'm afraid to lose my faith

If I hold on till the morning

Will you claim it for me?

 

If you kill my flesh tomorrow

Then I'll take my final breath

It'll turn into a last laugh

And I'll lay in a silent death